Who am I???

I'm so strange in many ways...I don't understand it either. People have passed throughout my life...n I wonder y tables turn. Why am I suddenly faced with friendships that have turned raw or have found acquintances that are refreshingly different.Am I hunched and plain, am I justanother pimply oversized woman, am I what some guys see, voluptious and enticing, am I high headed and a know it all, am I a loud boisterous person, am I a quiet uncharacterised no face human....does it matter what I am...does it matter what people think of me....It does to a certain degree cos thats what shapes our dignity.